Grateful Heart 🙏

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Waaaawuuu.. Really thinking of my life like how my life has been for sometime now, I really just can’t explain.. Like I’m speechless.

Flashback to earlier this evening(06/05/2018), I got a message(audio message) on WhatsApp from my friend and when I played it, I realized she sang all through.

She sang a song which moved me, infact I had to download it few minutes after I listened to it, not because I haven’t heard the song before but it really dawned on me at that point that the lyrics was completely and absolutely true!!

The song says
“How great is our God,Sing with me🎤 🎤🎤
How great is our God, all I see how great… 🎵
How great, is our God!”🎤🎶🎵

Of course, it’s a common song, I have heard it before but you know sometimes you just hear a song again and you just get moved, so well I listened to it again and again and I realized God has really really been great!

*Fast forward to this moment( starting from 10:31pm
when I started writing this till I end).

You might say ohh, this girl just likes forming like she’s the only Christian in this world, she likes forming holy holy and other stuffs like that. Well it’s really because you all really don’t know how good God has been to me and my family, I know that if not for GOD Ahh infact, I don’t know where I(we) will have been now.

You might think that ohh she’s always happy, smiling, never gets sad or something but really I do get sad like I feel really down!!
Infact there has been lot of times that I just don’t know what to do, I just start crying like the ugly kinda crying *LOL*.
Sometimes I feel lonely, unloved, sometimes I don’t even know how to explain, I just feel really bitter within and at that point I don’t know who to talk to. Not like I don’t have friends or so but sometimes I don’t know how to put it in words, sometimes I feel no one will really be able to understand how I feel, other times I just feel no one will really care.

So I end up alone on my bed, pouring out my heart and at that point I just realize it’s only God that can help me and I begin telling God how I feel, praying to him to please help me out and that at that point he’s the only one that knows how I feel, then when I don’t know what to say I just tell him to please help me, I get so Sober and all.
I really can’t explain why sometimes, but it just happens. When I do that, after sometime I start feeling better, then I sleep up and when I wake up, I feel much better, I thank him and continue my day’s work(if any).

Thinking about it now, I can’t really remember when that happened last,
Normally I cry like every month I guess😂, not sure but like every month, a particular time, I feel really down but like for sometime now, I have just been happy (No reason in particular), haven’t cried or felt down in a while and it’s actually kinda surprising but all the same I’m grateful!

Aside that he has really really been Good, is it in terms of provision??
Ohhh yessss, like the way he provides even when all hope seems lost, I’m marveled. And NOTE: despite the sins I commit sometimes, he still provides.
Just say anything, any aspect?? He has just been too good, I tell you!

I have always been a Christian yess but it’s a totally different thing being a Christian and having a real relationship with him and this year, I made up my mind to have a real relationship with him and the changes I’m getting rapidly is amazing.
Now Don’t get me wrong, I didn’t say I’m perfect.. I make mistakes sometimes, yes I do! I sin sometimes(knowingly and unknowingly), I fall sometimes, but despite everything, his GRACE has been more than sufficient for me. When I do wrong, his grace is always available, even when I do right, still available. He picks me up, when I fall.

If not for his Grace, really where will I be?? Infact where will we all be??
Most likely, we will have been dead.

People hear the word Grace, grace but don’t really understand it, well I will explain that later but for now I’m just so grateful to God for everything he has done!!

When I begin to take a look of where I was, where I am today and of course, where I’m going, I’m fully assured I have a God, who is ALIVE and is forever AMAZING!!

Your Season 🌈

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Many people don’t know what season they are, or what their time is and that is why most times, people later say “Had I Known” because they never really knew what season they were and so they wasted their time doing other stuffs and later on they found out it was too late!

You’re never too small to begin something, discover your season and get ready to start flourishing.

P.S: You’re in the season to get closer to God and discover yourself. When you get closer to him, he will help you discover yourself . Don’t waste time, it’s really precious.
Start doing something great!

NOTE: You don’t expect all types of fruits to get ready for harvest at the same time, so therefore, not everyone will have their harvest at the same period but don’t give up till you have your harvest!

Created for a different purpose🌌

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Sometimes we give up not because we can’t do it.

But because we follow the pace of someone else.

We think because he/she achieved something at a particular age/time, it’s too late for us.

We start comparing ourselves to others.

Sometimes we don’t but people around us start comparing us to others.

They say “Why can’t you be like him/ her”.

They don’t realize that though the tongue doesn’t have bones, it has the power to break a heart.

We really have to be careful what we say to people , You might not mean to harm someone but you may because of a statement you made.

It’s really sad that we forgot we were all created differently for a different purpose.

No two persons can ever be the same even twins.

We all have 1 head, so no one has any advantage over another. All you have to do make a decision on what you want to do from today and start implementing it, you are not too young or too old.

I hope we really think about these things and start making a change in our life.

If anyone has ever said or says “You can’t make it”, tell yourself I can make it!

They didn’t create you, so they have no say over your life.

When God created you, he created you for a purpose.

I don’t know the situation or stage you are right now, maybe you think it’s Late.

It’s NEVER too late.

I’m writing this not just because I want to reach out to people but because I’m using it as a remainder for myself.

Lastly, I want those who might probably think” can I ever succeed? ” because there aren’t as intelligent as others or they aren’t talented that God uses those who people call “Nobody” to prove how mighty he is, just move close to him and watch as he changes your life.

I’m not saying if you are intelligent or talented, God can’t use you, infact HE CAN but most times those who are really intelligent allow it get to their head and they become proud, they forget God is the one who blessed them with what they have and they start depending on their own strength.

But if you humble yourself before God, he will help you and direct your path.

I will just put an end to this by saying
Everything on Earth has it’s own time and season.

If you don’t know what your time is now, You may end up wasting your time.

Everyone has a different pace.
Do not let someone’s pace control your life.